fxckinginsaneinthebrain:

Y’know what kills me?

The fact that Chloe had to go through someone going MIA on
her twice

Like, can you imagine? Her best friend, Max, left her years
back with even texts fizzling out to absolutely 0 contact between them. And she
eventually manages to move on just a little bit, allowing herself to find a
friend (or more) in Rachel.

And then one day after 4 years of being friends / together
Rachel just

Disappears

She stops answering her calls

Stops answering her texts

And it’s like her entire life was ripped from her again, and
the one friend she managed to keep for so long is just gone, again.

That absolutely fucking breaks me every time I think about
it. Chloe just waiting by her phone for one TINY piece of information; being
unable to sleep because she can’t stop thinking “I did it again. Someone left again. What did I do? What did I do so
bad that she wanted to leave me?”

Which is why she’s so shocked when this happens:

Because she genuinely thought she’d pushed her away; that
Rachel had just up and left like Max did.